She Is A Woman

Born on the 26 November on a rainy day at around 06h00am in Zambia. Grew up with mom until the age of 8. Later moved to aunt's place Angola. While there unhappy although aunt was such a wonderful mother and care giver. 4 years later, moved to Namibia after finding her long lost dad that she had only seen once since her birth. Got a sister after as a gift or answered prayer from God. In Namibia learned new things and met new friends.

Parents always showed love although they were just doing it to keep her, as she had always wanted to leave. Not always open in many ways/ situations. Younger sister seems to look make laughter her hobby. Young sister looks upon her as a role model, perfect girl or in an example. Inside everything seem so dim, needs help, feels lonely and very much afraid of both life and failure. Got to know a very good friend that means a lot to her. She later learned that He is always there for her any time. In every situation she calls upon Him, His name is Jesus. Never got any real friend, close friend to share life experience apart from her friend Jesus. Everyone think her world is so perfect, but it sure isn't because she is just a mere sinner like everybody else. Her face can always indicate sweetness, calmness but a voice inside always says DO IT. Rebuking has been her everyday issue because she believes and know that the devil is a liar and he is a defeated foe who has no power over her life. Calling on the name of Jesus always help her take away this pain inside her.

Today she is busy writing this...and signing off!